OK, so I got to go back home for a day. I had a few things to take care of, and then time to have fun. Cuz, I know I need to have fun right now. So, when I got in Wednesday night, I met up with a friend and we went to the movies. Pride and Glory was good.. I guess. I think I was stressing too much. My friend I went with is a guy, and one that I had dated before. I didn't know if this was a "date" date, or just friends hanging out. So, maybe the movie would have been better if I wasn't stressing over this. Turns out, it was friends hanging out... which is fine. I love hanging out with him, so I guess it really didn't matter, but I know that right now I don't need a guy in the relationship sense.

Thursday I had to take my car to the dealership... my CD player got hungry and decided to eat one of my CD's! Now it wont play, change tracks, or eject. My extended warranty does not cover radios, so it was gonna be over $1000 to fix it! No thanks, I will go get an aftermarket one later. Then I had a Dr. appointment. Everything checked out ok. Yeah!!

So then after all that, I went a got a new tattoo! On my ribs!! It didn't hurt too bad, I mean I never teared up, but I did grit my teeth a few times. It's an ambigram of the word "agape" -- it means unconditional love. It's killer! Love it, love it, love it! An hour and a half later, I went to visit another friend at the gym. Man I miss that guy! It's funny how people that know you best can tell you the same things you hear everyday, but for some reason you listen more.

After talking Wednesday night after the movies, and then Thursday at the gym, I don't know, I realized that I am better than what I am putting myself through. I deserve better and I don't have to settle for anyone or anything right now. I just wanna have fun! And I guess, I kinda need to "re-learn" myself, you know, remember who I was and not who people think I should be. Thanks you 2... I love ya!

So, on to me having fun. Now, seeing as I don't really know anyone up here, and I am kinda on a budget, I devised a GREAT plan! A bachlorette party! Well, no one I know is really getting married, but others don't know that! So, me pulling the shenanigans I do, I decided to be the bachlorette! Haha :) Well, me and a few girls I know are gonna hit up the club... and you know when you hear about a bride-to-be out for her "last night on the town"-- drinks are pouring! Now, I know this is wrong, but admit it - you would be in on it if you were here!! OK, well I am gonna get off here and get ready for another "wonderful" day at work tomorrow.